Subsided Lyrics

I'm kickin' myself for letting this chance
Pass me By
If I only It hadn't taken all of this time
Just to Realize
How much I neede you
And wanted you by my side
It wasn't fair for you
I still care for you
Why did I subside?
I stand here waiting for a sign
Not sure what I'm looking for
What shall I find?
I always thought I had something rare with you
And I was always there for you
Want you to know that I still care for you
Whay did I subside?