Suicidal (La La La) Lyrics

Intro:
Yeah , this one right here, goes out to all the brothers and sisters , that having some trouble, with their Fathers, with their mothers, or still in the hood. Yeah , Listen, uh .

Versus 1:
Im a man now my own feet i stand now Growing up was hard when i was a lil child my ma's my pap's they lefted me
So i went to the streets where they respected me . Was it me? was it my fault ? Did i let you down? Got these questions in my head could you answer it now? All these tears falling down its so hard to control. if you held me would you squeeze me? would you ever let go? please let me know.

Bridge:
Standing here all alone (Standing here all alone, yeah )
Wondering if i've done wrongg.
So why do i feel this way? (Why do i feel this way)
Im hoping for the day you'll hold me that way , Once again, yeah.

Bridge:
Remember when you used to hold me (Repeat)
What happened to the days of loving (Repeat)
I know you never meant to hurt me (Yeahh, Listen )
But from a boy to a man stil, You got me crying like a biatcchh

Chorus:
La La La La And my heart keeps calling
La La La La And my tears keep falling
La La La La And my heart keeps callinggg
La La La La , La La La(Yaaayyy yeaaahhh)

Versus 2:
Listen, So what am i gonna do ? When all i do is think of you ? and all the things we used to do , Tellll mee.
I feel like im always to blame , im walking with my head in shame. What happened to the better days? (Yeaahhh Yeahhhh)

Bridge:
Remember when you used to hold me (Repeat)
What happened to the days of loving (Repeat)
I know you never meant to hurt me (Yeahh, Listen )
But from a boy to a man stil, You got me crying like a biatcchh

Chorus:
La La La La And my heart keeps calling
La La La La And my tears keep falling
La La La La And my heart keeps callinggg
La La La La (Yaaayyy yeaaahhh )
La La La La La La La


Versus 3:
Tryna keep it clean than christian rock songs mummy make me feel like i should not be born . Your expectations are higher than grandmas blood pressure Successful failure, that you love lesser and you never gave hugs when i messed up , but chu always push n shoved n told me Shut Up !
Ray Charles could see me crying again.
Mummah, your love is dope so im dying in vein and im tryna regain, confidence under all this shame . Dear Lord i am in pain, and im poor by the names , so easy and ruthless, how ya'll planned it, Young, Weezy n Stupid. Then left stranded, my chest weezy, like isabel sanford, Yes my Neezy. This is hell, prayers answered



Remember when you used to hold me
What happened to the days of loving
I know you never meant to hurt me
boy to a man still, You got me crying like a biatcchh


La La La La
La La La La
La La La La
La La La La
La La La La La La La



(Thanks to RitiaKilkelly for these lyrics)