The Act Lyrics

How should I act today? What do I have to say?
To get myself through this song, will I act okay?
I ain't gonna flat out say I'm finna pass away
But I don't wanna act no more, I don't mean to act no way

Back, the same perspective, I can't explain my methods anymore than I can my message
All I do complain on my records
Thought I knew the game or my efforts
It just ain't the same manifested
[?] the better
I'm warning you, we was born together
But that don't mean we can't be torn apart
Mind and body worn and weathered
Want you gone forever
That be torn apart, severed
All together, all the pain, all the pleasure
The sun, the rain, all the weather
All that left ya
Well I left 'em and I'm gone now
All that's left of me is torn now
What went wrong now?
Couldn't [?]

How should I act today? What do I have to say?
To get myself through this song, will I act okay?
I ain't gonna flat out say I'm finna pass away
But I don't wanna act no more, I don't mean to act no way