The Bitterness Of My Soul Lyrics

I told you years ago that the bitterness was the master of my soul
Consumed with hatred I was doomed
And though you waited
I couldn't forget that all your words were lies
My truth is sacred
And I've always seen through deception in your eyes

I've longed for years to come and I've gazed at the contrition in your mind
Have all your suffer made you blind ?
Excuse my manners
But my gloomy conscience never will forgive
Perhaps it's native
Will it follow me for as long as I can breathe ?

Have you ever felt the pain growing
And your mind destroying
Your future in paradise
Is it superstition or a dream ?
No regrets will ever come to me
I must live fearless
Will you search for my ideas ?
All that I can give is a lifetime of hell

What is it like to taste your own decay ?
When you discover your whole life has been astray
Relentless, defenceless
Slowly entering the demon's gate
The bitterness of my soul

When I look back in time, try to understand there is absence of the sane
Convict me guilty of my sins
I know you doubted
But there's no one else to blame for your mistakes
None is forgiven
'Cos the lord of mine is not in that estate