The Rotation Lyrics

I'm falling forever the wind and the water the world is the playground the soul is the battlefield over and over again and i'm left with the pain of my body and brain in a jungle of sickness a world of confusion I know what to say when theres no one to listen alone in the darkness I finally know what to think and then I dismiss it I'm going in circles I don't think it hurts but I can't get no rest and it's always a test of my patience and courage I get so discouraged and then I start it all over again I am not afraid to be wrong been wrong so many times that it doesn't even hurt and I am not ashamed of myself cause if i was someone else i would just be a clone I am not alone open up your eyes open up your mind open up your mouth and speak my name if you know what it means if you see who I am I will take the blame for my actions see the distractions improvise and take off this disguise of a smiling face in a happy place it's just a fucking lie it's the tragedy of life it's the misery of everyday failure we try to forget about anyway who is to say what will truly affect us at all and should they correct us at all but they make the call they can decide how you live your life taking us back straight to the start and when we begin we already know it's the end of the line sooner or later who is the lesser who is the greater who are the righteous who are the blessed and pure in the land of the sickness and war...