The Trials Of A True Fan Lyrics

No backbone to show

I don't feel safe when I'm at home

And I'm not who I was a year ago

Where were you when I needed you?

To save me now.

I was there through the worst

When the world fell

I was the rain in the clouds



But my absence makes it back to you

You scream you're lost, you need me

I remember everything you forgot.

And I come back because I fell in love with the absence

Just you and me



I'm asking what you left behind

I wonder if I even crossed your mind



Slow down cold silhouette to the sea

Settle down bring me to the clouds

I am made of broken hearts

Or am I just broken from the start?



After all this time

I'll end up in flashing lights

Passing by road lines

Knowing I can't save everyone

But that doesn't mean that I wont try

I'll distance the pain

And I'll shoulder your life



You can say you're slipping away

But the clouds stay the same

Wherever you are



Don't stay afraid of the night

Because the worst comes from the light



Slow down cold silhouette to the sea

Settle down bring me to the clouds

I am made of broken hearts

Or am I just broken from the start?



I gave myself to my friends

And now nothings left

I gave my heart to end

Sent to the wrong address

Kept hope close to the chest

It's where monsters crept



Slow down cold silhouette to the sea

Settle down bring me to the clouds

I am made of broken hearts

Or am I just broken from the start?



God knows I'm not perfect

I've made my mistakes

But they were mine to make

And I'd do them all over again