The Unwavering Joy Of Self-loathing Lyrics

i'd kill to cry my pain is my shepard i'm lost inside this pain that i
use to cleanse my soul i am on this downward spiral letting go hitting
bottom looking for oblivion here i will be allowed to transubstantiate
uncase my wings and fly away on wings strengthened with a thousand cries
i embrace myself loathing i realize i am nothing i'd kill to cry