THIS IS ME Lyrics

<1> i don't know why i still believe in this and i don't get all my fucking helplessness i can proof whatever you just denied and you don't see that nothing in here's alright you think you know me but you don't know at all what i've been through, trying to break this wall that keeps me caught in a prison of doubt and fear i'm tryin' to get myself out of here this is me - with all my faults and dependence this is me - so don't expect my attendence all this pain that i feel, caused by wounds that won't heal 'til i find something new and i face my life's real and i'm tryin' to escape and i try not to take everything you said this is me - can't you see that i'm everything you need and i'm trying to remember, i feel incomplete this is me - can't you see what you're doing to me i hate you bitch - you walked out on me <2> but now i face that every single lie that you have told was just a desperate try to keep myself in faithful disbelief that there's a way out of all my grief that there's a path out of all this pain to accept that i'm a simple grain on a coast with a billion of grains of sand pick me up i'm running through your hands this is me - with all my faults and dependence this is me - so don't expect my attendence all this pain that i feel, caused by wounds that won't heal 'til i find something new and i face my life's real and i'm tryin' to escape and i try not to take everything you said this is me - can't you see that i'm everything you need and i'm trying to remember, i feel incomplete this is me - can't you see what you're doing to me i hate you bitch - you walked out on me