Throwback Lyrics

In the winter of my need icy faces stare at me
To look back and show my pride looking forward to reason
I'm the dealer of myself person like nobody else
Rejected human trapped in me please Jesus unlock me

All my dreams are hollow and full of sorrow
Why must I feel this freak
I owe it nothing I owe me all
Arms open wide lost in my time

Streets I walk are full of gray bring misfortune my way
Stepped on tones with broken bones 30 years of pain
As I live from day to day misery
Things I hold so close and near all seem to disappear
I'm locked inside must change my path
To see the light still time to change unlock me now!
To be on my way all my dreams fade away

Winter comes I've lost my dreams all around me desolation sings
Looking back now in my mind winter brings a lonely time
Look to the past now for my future looking forward to reason