Torn Mind Lyrics

The will i keep inside
has been pulled out yet another time
the shiver down the spine
discharges from this twisted mind
but i want it, do i need it ?
should i feel this torn inside ?
the shadows of my innerself
once more have left to seek the light

grievous faces passing by
it´s not my turn to knot the tie
someone else´s got that role
another one to say goodbye
a part of me was left behind
but all the rest keeps me in time
the sorrow changes into desire
again i feel as one

all days i drag myself
in quest for peace of mind
no rest, no compromise
i need another try
to feel alive, to be ... alive ...

now ... confusion in this mind, no more need to be consoled
i will never waste more time, i will never loose my time
shall embrace my own fight, never fearing a goodbye
never staying left behind, that is really not my kind

no, you are not like me, a little special but you ain´t
to be you gotta work it harder,
then you might take one step further
down the hole, where life is to be told
no, i´m really not like what you once knew of me

now i´m clean and it feels good
all the meanings become real
do you mind that i feel
this much inside this torn mind