Unfeelingness Lyrics

I lead my hands to grab a hope,
The hope that's gonna bring me a dream
A dream of myself not ashamed,
A dream of myself not so scared.

I feign happiness
I'm following a ?life?
Tryin' to throw away this attached hardness
This my friend, I call the pain,
I'm fighting with reality,

I have fuckin' won (these scars)
Bowin' down on my knees
And screaming for your help
But you're so lazy to look inside me
To see the loud silence that I hear

Your ignorance makes me cry,
Your unfeelingness is my nightmare
But I'm lucky cause I can be depressed,
My depression makes my struggle worth persisting!

(Thanks to Milica for these lyrics)