Up Till Now I Was So Sick Lyrics

this painful realization,
hasn't come too quick.
this painful revolation,
has me losing grip.

and i've been reading up,
and you've been letting down,
and i've been so fed-up
and you've been out of town.

and all this time,
you never were thinking of me
and all the signs,
tears clouded eyes not to see.

And i've been letting up,
since you've been getting down,
i finally woke up,
and i see it was all a dream now~~

just calling to say i'm doing fine on my own,
just calling to say i'm doing fine on my own~~
one my own~~~