What happened here? Lyrics

I was standing in a doorway,
As it came crashing down,
Hit me on the head, like a bull
Telling me "Everything is over"

The blood in my vains pours as
I make a sharp "boom" on the drum
Everyone in the crowd is getting some
I give them a prize, the last of me
Because of you

Chorus:
Do they deserve it, Do you know?
When your too busy given the guys a show
I need you but this has to change
Now all I do is take the blame

Verse:
This life is way too hard,
Watching over you like a bodyguard
Sometimes I have a life too,
Not everythings about you. (Like Tyra Banks haha)

Give me the pain, show me what I did again,
No mercy in your heart, expecting everyone's instead

You are just a cheap back-stabbing whore
Dancing around my room, everything is right now
I'm sick and tired of this no-show-love


Bridge:
I could give you everything
But he could too, it's all up to you
Wishing you could be someone different,
Mightaswell be someone else, something new

This could go on forever,
And I'm too stupid to care..



I won't let this go forever,
Too stupid to care