What I Want Lyrics

What I want
Is what you want
Is what I thought
Is what I despise
So I don't know why anybody tries
Is why I only see demise

How I feel
Is like a reel
Hooked onto a thought
What I got isn't what I bought
Is why I feel so distraught

Left to rot
After all I'd saught for
I couldn't ask for more
I shouldn't have opened that door
Now it's all such a bore
Forever more

How I wish I could go back
And re-trace those tracks
Carving out my memories like a wax
Then slowly melting them away
Drip after drip
Trip after trip
Can't even seem to grip the lighter
Oh but don't count me out
Cause' I'm a fighter
And with every flick I get a little brighter

So what I want
Isn't really what you want
What I have is all I'll get
And with my last dollar, that I'd bet.
Even those words too I now regret

But I won't fret
For I know the score
In these feelings come
As I leave the store
In my mind I hear it roar
I want more, I must have more.