what if? Lyrics

I wrote a letter, a passage you'll never read
It feel like being alone is better, it'll get bad if you're under me
I've had to explain myself too many times to you
And there's no guide for my soul to help me out
I've had to hide, but I'm in plain sight to you (Plain sight, plain sight)
Feel like you kicked me out

What if you were all I had when you left?
It don't hit the same, I'm doing drugs by myself
You wanna play God and send me away
You know you're my Goddess, I gotta go
What if you werе all I had when you left?
I think it's time to takе that flight
I guess it was dumb to want you to myself
But I think I could change your mind
What if you were all I had when you left?
This shit not the same when I'm high by myself
Love me, love me not? Baby, I can't tell
You know you're my Goddess, I gotta go
What if you were all I had when you left?
I'm not having fun and my head's in a mess
I guess it was dumb to want you to myself
Why you don't treat me like God? I gotta know

Can't let you go, let you go (Can't let you go)
Can't let you go, let you go (Can't let you go)
Can't let you go, let you go (Can't let you go)
Can't let you go, let you go
Can't let you go, let you go
Can't let you go, let you go
Can't let you go, let you go
Can't let you go, let you go