What You Build, I Will Destroy Lyrics

I lit a cigarette and I climbed back into bed
Set down the gun that I was holding to my head
I lift the bottle, let the drink run down my throat
Can't shake the feeling that my life's a fuckin' joke

You don't know how it feels to feel nothing at all
You don't know how I feel when I start to feel it all
Fall apart

I hate how much I need you
But I just can't let it go
I try to hold back what I'm feeling
But my head just takes control

It's hard to understand another
When I don't understand myself
So I take out my aggression
In ways that aren't good for my health

I'm a fuck-up and I'm dying
What you build, I will destroy
But I promise you, I'm trying
It's so hard to fill the void

I swear I didn't want to hurt you
I'm just fucked up in the head
I'm just not used to having something
That makes me glad that I'm not dead