Zwitterion Lyrics

Swollen the face that's reflected in the window I can't tell who dares to smile at me If I'm to figure this poor being among the fog of decay I'm too broken to be put together I'm too changed to be loved by myself All of me is empty And all of me is cold 'Cause all of me was happy 'Cause all of me was pleased You should have let me die You could have used the chance When I've blocked the way to flee with dreams of grief You should have left me behind You could have reamed the turn When the dreams have changed into blurred memories All of me is empty And all of me is cold 'Cause all of me was happy 'Cause all of me was pleased What could I see when I'm blind with fear? How far could I go when I stay on the brink? Who are the chosen who may lead the broken to the church? Do you see me swaying? Do you hear me babbling? Am I too drunk to try to stay sober? Was I ever sober in my head? Or in my mind? I'm too broken to be put together Too broken I'm to changed to be loved by myself Too changed You should have let me die Let me die You should have left me behind Left me behind All of me is empty And all of me is cold 'Cause all of me was happy 'Cause all of me was pleased